having a horrible time at the moment =(

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Fleabee99 — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 23:52:30 GMT

[quote user="Caro Laithwaite"]

MMm strange rats Stephb?

If you find the jewelry thats fantastic Sarah but better to buy a different special piece that means a lot at the time you see it.

I hope the rest works out am sure it will even thought being pulled naked through a sewer in a snowstorm sounds more fun than you are going though in some parts of your life. With that in mind hang onto the good bits to help you through the smelly parts

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altho being pulled through a sewer naked sounds helirious, might just do it

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Mac Feather — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 20:52:47 GMT

I think you're right to leave your parents too it, they are old enough to get on with it, although i can totally see why its stressing n upsetting u coz it'd be the same.

Enjoy ur takeaway!

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Caro Laithwaite VN — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 20:03:09 GMT

MMm strange rats Stephb?

If you find the jewelry thats fantastic Sarah but better to buy a different special piece that means a lot at the time you see it.

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Anonymous — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 19:07:42 GMT

*clearsthroat*

You are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy! when skies are grey you'll never know dear how much we love you so please don't take my sunshine away!!!!!!

TA DA!

oh and this is just for good measure....

mew

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Fleabee99 — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 17:39:35 GMT

just wanted to say thanks guys for your kind words, i still miss my squeak dearly i really do but i am going to keep trying for my giant rat as all this care and love is going to waste with squeak in a better place, she wouldnt want me pineing, bless her! as for my parents... sod them, they can sort it themselves, the necklace is a worrying thing as its gone missing with my nurses watch as well (think i put them in the same bag) but its only jewellry at the end of the day my oh said he'll buy another one when im really or something else, so bless him too hes a good man and has been fantastic through all of this especially with squeak as he was there wen she passed and i was not, so hes been through hell too and hes such a soft sod with me so thats comforting, and as for cheering myself up tonight i think a takeaway is in order and a greasy one at that with strawberries for desert sod it!!

its so nice to have like-minded people to talk to on here, guys you mean the world to me at this moment and are worth your weight in diamonds (better than gold lol )

il keep you updated when things start looking up and i can tick boxes away but in the mean time thank you so much

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Mac Feather — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 17:04:28 GMT

You never know you might find your bracelet somewhere strange- well thats what happens to me, i lose things and they appear in random places.

Im sorry about Squeak- thats a big loss, you need time and space to deal with your loss and it always seems like everything goes wonky all at once- well it does with me!

Try and take things day by day, dont be too hard with yourself, easier said than done but as saskia says get yourself some time out, time just for you. Even if its something 'small' like having a long soak in the tub or whatever makes you feel a bit better.

Good on you for eating strawberries! Far more healthy than me of late- its been chocolate by the truck load!

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Saskia Quinn — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 16:54:32 GMT

Sarah,

you are going through a very difficult time at the moment with losing squeak, your parents and your search for a job. Its only natural your emotions will be all over the place. Try to give yourself some 'time out' and do something that you enjoy.

As for the bracelet, I do hope you find it, dont give up hope - keep looking

And keep looking for the svn job too - chin up xx

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Fleabee99 — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 15:32:13 GMT

i think the worst of it is that having been through "problems" before, the only thing i felt helped was having a small furry around as it makes me feel less lonely, i can let everyting go and after wards they just look at you with the same expression as before (because they have no idea what your jabbing on about) but it makes a person feel unjudged and allows them to say what they feel, i guess i miss that after my squeak passed

let me just take this time to say that i think animals are a gift to this world and i as a human NEVER take them for granted as i think they can give so much for so little, no money or anything sinister like that, just their presence in your life can make your day, my life just doesnt feel complete without one being vn's i would imagine you'd all understand what i mean, i just couldnt imagine wanting to be anything else

anywho il stop my ranting and let someone else get a word in

i do miss my small furries xx

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Fleabee99 — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 15:19:36 GMT

thank you i am trying, not just sat on my a*se, ive applied for some animal related jobs for the mean time coz my job is sh*t and really gets me down (seriously just a job to pay the bills until i get that SVN place) the fatty thing ive stopped this morning im being all good and gobbling as many strawbs as poss its just the things you cant change that are the hardest to cope with like applying for kennel jobs which say no exp necessary but advantagous and me applying with exp in kennels and vp's and getting no where, just disheartening really

i have to keep trying tho, i went home last night just to have a shower and pick up a few essentials, none of them came upstairs to see me, ask how i was eventho i hadnt been home for nearly week so i just went straight back out again, theres no point explaining all this to them as they will just say maybe you should go see a docter, talk to someone .... im not mental....just upset....stupid people, i just dont have the heart to say to them its YOU thats making me so unhappy, coz on the whole it is!!!

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Mac Feather — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 15:06:01 GMT

for u. Hope things start to get better 4 u very soon. Dont give up hope. x